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i don’t know who’s reading this and whether it will change a thing in your life. but i felt the need to just update this tumblr. even though i will be uploading a vid soon by May 2012 hopefully :D Just wanted to share how i was doing and what i will be doing. so i have been really happy, i believe it’s the joy of the Lord. yes i am Christian, but it doesn’t mean that i don’t hurt or make mistakes, i do, trust me. but i think what matters is how you deal with it? i believe God put me through certain things to teach me how to be stronger, make better decisions and not let “love” brainwash my mind. it’s okay to love, i love LOVE but i think society has cheapen love so much that it has boiled down to sex, appearance and gifts. And girls forget what’s love and how to love… our parents never really explained it to us or they have but everyone else is doing each other that if you’re not, you’re different. And we all want to fit in right? Anyways, other than that… i want to explain why i started doing AGSK. it started off simple, i wanted to encourage girls, advice them on things that i’ve been thru and share with them how i deal with it, i’m not saying i will always be right or it will work for sure, i’m just sharing a piece of the cake that i had. cake that got me thru tough times and kept me from death. not gonna share much because i want to share it during my upcoming vids!! but i think after months of just planning for this, i realized that there are so many broken people in this world, bullied, judged, self insecurities and just how this society works.. and i felt such a strong need to help them, whether it is thru a word of encouragement or my funny videos or a hug. cyber hug? haha. to those who need this: i love you, God love you and you have a purpose in life, whether you see it or not, trust me and don’t give up even if the skies get rough :) smile for life because it’s as beautiful as you are. i hope this made you smile/think :D Goodnight.
