i decided to take a hiatus from agsk, antm and making videos for awhile. because it’s exam week! and i wanna be able to provide quality videos. so i am contemplating on whether to get a new camera and work out on some stuff while i try to raise money to get a new camera. haha. And if you noticed, i took down the videos i made. thinking whether i should redo them in a better version or not. but before i go, just a little advice from jo…
1. Life can be quite unpredictable right.
2. People fail you.
3. Things don’t happen the same way you wished they did.
Be strong, hold onto your faith and enjoy the ride. once in awhile, scream, put your hands up, experience fear or thrill. but reach out and hold onto something, know that you can have it. something like love. hope for the future. It’s not the end of the world if something “bad” happens. it may just be the end of something ugly or the beautiful beginning of something wonderful. embrace life. the good and bad times. you’re gonna get looks once in awhile. you’re gonna hear people judge and badmouth about you. so what. live life to the fullest. with or without them. those who you hold close to your heart, those who never lose sight of your back, those are the people you should be caring about. let them know you love and appreciate them alright. See you guys soon. :)
oh. i just realized 1 and 3 is similar. but hey i make mistakes too. <3
can be terrifying. DUH JO. but it affects our behavior, thoughts and speech. and i think it scares me everytime i upload a new video to YouTube. because it’s never coming back and i never know if i’m doing the right thing or making an impact. it’s 2.30am in the morning and i should really be sleeping. but i just wanted to share with you guys my thought of the day. :) good nai. (good night)
Hi my loves! second ANTM will be up soon, i promise. wanted to do it today but mum took le camera out. another sign i need my own camera. :) save save save money. SO.. the next video will be about my weekend. i had the best weekend ever. turning point for me. i am a changed person. so excited. and some thoughts on life. as always.. Life isn’t perfect but God love and blesses His children. He also makes all things work together for our good. so yea, just wanted to give a heads up and a preview of what the next video might be about :)
today is Singapore’s National Day. and a holiday for all. i spent it catching up on running man and baking macarons….. and for some reason(school) i have a test tomorrow morning at 9am and i am so not ready for it. but for a good reason i just miss this tumblr so much, like i wanna post new videos up soon. i don’t know, i’m so excited. it’s no longer a chore or assignment but more like a hobby/thing for me right now. and i’m glad. :) don’t know who’s reading or watching, i wish you all were strangers… cause i pretty much prefer strangers to friends. i say hi friends because i wanna be friends with you there, stranger. :)
i tend to over think. i think every girl does that. well i can’t speak for every girl but i can safely say most girls. And i’m over thinking about the video i just uploaded on youtube and tumblr. As much as i say i am done with this mistake, there is a possibility that it might comes charging back into my mind and shout “bitch, you’re wrong” or simply a reminder of how many mistakes i have made and how screwed up i am. or was. it pains me to see a girl be in a situation i have been in before or maybe not and i can’t do anything to put her out of her misery. well i do know how. because i got out of it. but i don’t know every girl who’s in misery. all i can do is upload these videos in hope that she sees it. but what if i can’t reach those that don’t have youtube or tumblr. which that leads me wanting to do more. mission trips. maybe when i turn 21. but right now, i just wanna do my best to share my experience, to be a listener and try to help as many girls as possible:) yup. my head is shaking, i need to sleep. love you all! remember you’re created for a reason and purpose, you’re loved and beautiful every day. See you soon! :D
Do everything without b*tching.
Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.
There’s nothing wrong with loving who you are.